Cna yuo raed tihs??? Yuo solhud be albe to....

Wyh do yuo keep donig tihs to me? Wyh cnat I cnrloto tihs feigeln? Tihs is nto fiar. I wnat tihs to be oevr. Cna yuo raed tihs? Myeab. Myebe nto. Tihs byo is kligiln me. I jsut dnot konw hwo mcuh mroe I cna sadtn tihs. I serwa eeyhnvrtig I do bekras me aatpr. I tyr to atc nraoml adn lkie ntigohn is wogrn. BTU ist a lei. Do yuo gte taht? Teh gyu in my pyhsc casls kesep saigtrn at me. Waht is wogrn wtih hmi? Deos he nto udrtnnesad taht I htae hmi? GDO I HTAE MNE!!!!! Srosyeiul raor…polepe keep tynrig to sya tehy udrtnnesad btu I konw tehy dnot. FCUK!!! Im dnoe….no mroe of tihs carp. Tihs is blsiulht. Im dnoe. I tikhn I lkie a byo. I am nto srue toghuh. He akdse if I wudol seple wtih hmi…I dnot konw if I wudol. I mgtih btu I jsut cnat tlel. He is scuh a setwe kdid. Teh hrad tighn is taht I lvoe smoeoen esle. Gretart is srosyeiul oen of teh bsfinsetred I hvae eevr hda. I dnot tikhn he udrtnsnesad hwo mcuh he masen to me. I konw taht I wudol ksis hmi in a hateterba. Is taht bda to wnat to ksis yuor bsfinsetred? Tihs losok lkie a bnhuc of bblabe. Dnot yuo arege? Wyh is lvoe scuh a piflanu tighn? I wsih i lvdie smweeoehr lkie Idani OR eevn bteetr Grnyema. I wnat to be smweeoehr taht i cna be me and teehr is lses jdeetugmn. I wnat to be albe to be bsxaieul adn nto be jdeugd. I htae taht i cnat hvae a grfinilred adn nto hvae my fmlaiy ratec in a cayrz wya. Tihs is woh i am. Cna eeynvroe ecpxet taht? Yse i lkie gsyu btu i lkie grsil aslo. Is that oaky wtih yuo? Hnsloety? Tlel me teh tuhrt...tasht waht i wnat. Ist teh tuhrt. Yueor spoeupsd to be my finsred rgtih? Be hnsoet whit me.

So nwe sbetujc...my mteohr is a bthic. I lvoe hre...ralely i do btu taht denost maen i lkie hre. I ralely ejyno wiigrtn lkie tihs. It wasen otu teh polepe taht cna raed tihs. Dvnei tihs is nnoe of hsi bsnsuies nro is it my mtesohr. HA i wni. I lvoe yuo hnaanh adn lcsua. Yuo tow mkae me hpirape tahn yuo wlil eevr konw. I lvoe yuo so mcuh. Takhn yuo fro eeyhnvrtig yuvoe dnoe fro me.

--Sehtsa

P.S. Hnaanh adn Lcsua if yuo udrtosnesod tish lte me konw. Tihs is my nwe fvrtaoie wya to wiert bcueeas ist all sceert adn suftf :)