FUCK YOU WORLD!!!! I'm in control

Who knew that the words of a friend could change your outlook in a mere few hours? A woman that I very much respect spoke to me for four hours today. We talked a lot about her life and how she managed to conquer her demons that I am now presented with. I see now why she has worried about me. What I am going through in my life is very similar to what she went through just years ago. She talked to me about all the things that she is afraid I will get caught up in that she couldn’t due to the child that she had. This somehow empowered me. She told me how there are so many things in my life that I try to control and that I can’t control. I cannot control if it will rain or other peoples actions. I can however choose how I am gong to react to that. The only things I can control are me and my actions. I came home tonight truly feeling like I had a whole new strength. I can’t control what baby girl or Alkboy do to hurt me. That’s them and you know what. I can hurt but that doesn’t mean that hurt has to own my life. I am my own person. I am a strong and beautiful person and only I have the power to control my destiny…HA TAKE THAT WORLD