2.01.2007

Thoughts in My Head

Today is a Thursday. Just a thursday, nothing special but why isn't it? Why can't Mondays be unique and Tuesdays be crazy, Wednesdays be wacky and Thursdays be special. Everyday should be amazing. Even if it sucks it can still be amazing, amazingly bad or good or just special. I hate that people can say that "today was just like every other day". NO IT'S NOT. Everyday is different VERY different. You don't have to get it but it's fine, doesn't mean I'm not right. My brain works in ways yours never will. Just accepted it as okay. I've accepted it and you should too damn it.

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No matter how far you run, you can't run away from who you are. We are the one person we are stuck with forever. I'll admit there are days I don't like who I am and who I'm becoming and who I've become but it's not something I can change. I can alter bits and pieces of who I am but there will always be the small things in my life that I'm not going to agree with. I am a pathalogical liar and I really have to think before I talk to make sure it's true. It's ridiculous. That is constantly something I am working on to quit and until I quit it will bother me. We will always hate bots and pieces about ourselves but we learn to live with it. Do we believe that we can actually drive ourselves crazy.

When we walk down the street everyday we see people that we can judge. They are too thin, too fat, too tall, too short, too awkward, too.....ANYTHING. Why must we be so judgemental? Is this something we've learned from society or is it something that is within us? Why can't we go outside of this and not look at people with a judging eye? What the fuck is wrong with this? What is wrong with this culture and what it's taught us. Fuck society and what we're taught, become something new, better, become who you want to be, what you want to believe and fuck the influence of society

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